Today there was blood from my crotch and tears from my eyes.
I clogged them both of tissue/cotton type resources.
My vagina says thanks, thanks for putting some money in to itself and preventing blood spillage. My eyes said I'm sorry, I'm resentful.
I didn't eat till supper. I only ate up coffee and the ground my feet were walking on all day.
I am going out for coffee with a friend. Not a super close friend, but a reliable smart, sweet friend. She will talk about women, being gay, films and bikes. I will like all of these topics and smile and agree to most of them.

I was talking to the coordinator of tree planting today. I will miss my dad, and carla and my friends and my mom only to hopefully find our how to love better.
Music and comfort from music. I am addicted.

Now I am going to smoke with Steve and Dan, and Steve is helping me by putting his own life in to perspective and understanding . I hope I feel better soon!